There is a baby store right on the high street in front of my apartment. I always walk past, tempted to walk in, but decide against it because I don’t need to “rub salt into the wound”. It doesn’t stop me from looking in the windows. Lately I have been trying to loose weight to get to a place where I can get surgery to find out what is going on. I needed motivation – not just mental motivation but visual motivation. I thought about buying a baby outfit and putting it somewhere where I could see it – but decided against it, so as not to look like a crazy if I forget to put it away and we have guests. The other day while looking into the window of the baby store I saw this statue. I needed it – it was a visual reminder of what I was trying for. I have put it on the TV (so I can see it when I exercise). It is lovely and hopefully one day, we can put it in a baby’s nursery.